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26 October 2008
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Gaining 3.6 kg a Week
25 October 2008
I'm depressed today but the good news is I ate perfectly. No exercise though, unless you count lounging around the house.
The holidays always make me sad. It really makes me want my mother. I met her when I was 19. (I am now 21.) She won't have anything to do with me. I spent one night at her house when I was 19 and haven't seen her since. No birthday cards, no Christmas cards, no phone calls.
I miss my family and really want them around the holidays...every girl needs her mother. I keep writing her and writing her and she has completely written me off. That's not the worst part. I have 2 older sisters by her and a younger brother. I'm the only one she left...the only one she didn't keep...the only one she didn't love.
I'm very lonely tonight and decided to google her name to see if I could find anything...
Big mistake.
All I want for Christmas is my family back. Unfortunately, that's probably not going to happen. My family on my dad's side are all in prison or worse.
I have to focus. I have to be strong. Her decisions weren't my fault but somehow knowing that doesn't help at all.
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24 October 2008
FINALLY BACK ON TRACK.
Went out with my girl friend last night and had a few drinks...
But no cheating today, back on my diet...working hard on my new website all day long...have a photo shoot tonight as well...
Busy but wanted to check in anyways and let ya'll know I'm fine...see ya'll tomorrow!
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23 October 2008
Just do it is the theme for today.
I'm staying positive. I'm going to go to the park with Isis and get in at least 30 minutes of walking. It's cold out there but it's great because there's not many people and my dogs don't go crazy. I'll just bundle up. It's so much more fun going to the park and walking around looking at all the pretty leaves and running water than it is to walk around my crime infested neighborhood with the drug dealers standing on the corner and police driving through looking for people to arrest...
I'm really doing this, this time. I'm so excited to be living differently. It is hard to get used to and I have slipped up, but I know in my heart that it's different for me this time. Eating well is going to be a permanent life change for me. It's a gift I give to myself. There's so much more to it than simply losing weight. It's a new way of life. It's a new future. It's a new body that will be able to do new things. It's a whole new world of opportunities...
I calculated my BMI yesterday and it's not looking good. Apparently with a BMI of 39.4, I'm morbidly obese. It scares me. I've had so many health issues over the last 2 years and spent so much time in the hospital even this year alone that I don't wanna think about causing myself additional health issues. I was hospitalized 4 times this year for a recurring staph infection. None of my health issues were caused by my weight but I know if I don't do something about it, then I will be signing up for early heart disease, diabetes, cancer, and a thousand other terrible health concerns.
I have to change...for a better life and no one's stopping me but me.
(4 comments)
22 October 2008
It really all boils down to a choice.
Choose what to put in my mouth. Choose to get off the couch and exercise. Choose to be more active. Choose to drink more water. Choose a better life. Choose to lose weight. Choose to stick to my plan. Choose to be HEALTHY. Choose to finish what I've started. Choose to not give up, EVER. Choose to believe in me. Choose to live a new life.
I choose me. I choose a better body. I choose physical fitness. I choose weight loss. I choose to love myself. I choose to be better. I choose to be active. I choose to feel good. I choose to stop sabotaging myself.
I am worth this. I deserve this. I can do this. I'm NOT giving up on me.
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