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06 March 2022

06 MARCH 2022

I feel so confused by my husband's reaction. he's the one who pushed me to go the doctor when I said I was feeling ok. yes he didn't plan that I would be diagnosed with diabetes but it happened. honestly i blame him for it. I asked him so many things that day to cancel my appointment. and he refused. now I'm diagnosed and the doctor put me on glucophage and hubby's reaction is that I should not take it because others have side effects. but I tell him I'm struggling to eat healthily and that's when I'm met with a blank face. I know i can't ask him to eat like me. but it would help to not have unhealthy food IN the house. is really really hard but he just does not seem to get it. when I came back home today with the pills he seemed disappointed but again I explained to him that I am finding it hard to make the good choices and keep my blood sugar levels in check. I feel so alone

06 MARCH 2022


06 MARCH 2022
I feel so confused by my husband's reaction. he's the one who pushed me to do the doctor when I said I was feeling ok. yes he didn't plan that I would be diagnosed with diabetes but it happened. honestly i blame him for it. I asked him so many things that day to cancel my appointment. and he refused. now I'm diagnosed and the doctor put me on glucophage and hubby's reaction is that I should not take it because others have side effects. but I tell him I'm struggling to eat healthily and that's when I'm met with a blank face. I know i can't ask him to eat like me. but it would help to not have unhealthy food IN the house. is really really hard but he just does not seem to get it. when I came back home today with the pills he seemed disappointed but again I explained to him that I am finding it hard to make the good choices and keep my blood sugar levels in check. I feel so alone.

06 March 2022

04 March 2022

04 March 2022

I feel alone in my journey to be healthy. when I talk to hubby about my concerns and struggles I get a blank stare from him which makes me feel like I'm just talking to a wall. this week we went out for dinner at my request. since then he has bought 2 takeaways. theres so much food in the house that temp me. I feel that if I'm going to win this battle with diabetes I'm going to do it alone and through the most challenging way as I have to navigate his bad good choices. how do you eat a salad with someone is eating junk food in front of you. trying to be healthy by yourself in a relationship is really hard and lonely. but I have to go it. I can't give up. I can't take the easy road. I suppose this online community will be my support and partner on this journey. I have to take care of myself and my health and I cannot negotiate my health with anyone not even my husband.

28 February 2022



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