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19 May 2007

oh jenibee...NO....I TOTALLY BLEW IT!!! (crying hysterically in fetal postion ...lol) ;p.....im soo daggum frustrated with myself....i went for most of the night without cheating...but then i decided to taste the potatoes because they were to be sold ***pressure**...."one wont hurt"...it was a nightmare straight from pringles commercial..."one...then i couldnt stop"...THEN.....i ate two cupcakes the next morning..."well....i blew it last night...might as well"...anyways...i started back today...the only good thing that came out of that splurge was that i actually felt sick or "off" after eating that stuff...it used to give me sugar-highs....but not this time ...i felt miserable.....soo..ill keep that in mind next time i think about going off track....i love anything with cream cheese and all veggies...i just need to keep them on hand to shove in my mouth at desperate moments :)................and jigger...im actually going to try the nose plug thing because i wasnt craving the stuff, it was the fact that it was there and the aromas were literally in my face...so ill try that.......and the cheese tasting like ice cream...um...ok....;p...whatever works for you...lol.......thanks for the encouragement...yall are great!!!...hang in there this weekend!!!

17 May 2007

WELL...LTM.....what can i say other than....im tired of meat!!..and the other white meat too!! ;)...i guess i need to get some different ideas together.....but today is the first day i havent wanted to attack my patients for the bread on their food trays...i swear!!...i didnt realize the control that cursed thing starch had on me...today was good though...also...my appetite is way less....i ate all day the second and third day, so much that i had to take some water pills...geez...the bacon did it i think....the only time i thought about cheating today was serving pineapple slices to one of my patients...i sooooooo thought about eating one...."hey....they're out of it...they wont know"...lol....I KNOW!!...BUT WHO CARES ABOUT ETHICS...I WANT SUGAR!!!!!...no...i would never do that...(but it sure crossed my mind) ;P....but anyways...ive got to make tortillas and cupcakes this evening for a fundraiser tomorrow...we'll see how strong i can be "for the butter...i mean...the better goooey...i mean... the better good"...;p...ugh!!!!

14 May 2007

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
154.0 kg 0.2 kg 86.0 kg Reasonably Well
   (3 comments) Losing 0.3 kg a Week

12 May 2007

09 May 2007

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
154.2 kg 0 kg 86.2 kg Not Applicable


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