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WHAT AM I DOING!!! It is as if I am getting to be that person I used to be........that person that loved food so much that I couldn't wait to eat the next meal! I am so frustrated, I feel so lost, don't even know how to start again! I feel like a broken record, posting the same old crap everytime I post......boring people to death!! But I just don't know what to do! I would love it if I could go to WW meetings, but I just can't afford it! I did this before without ever going to a meeting..........what has changed about me??? How can I pin point what is causing this? I hear and read all the time that a person has to pin point the REAL reason for overeating,I guess I don't know how to do that. I know I have issues from things in my past, but where does a person go from there. I love my life today, have a wonderful husband, super kids, a great part time job..........I JUST DON'T GET IT. I do however have a problem with self asteam, and always have. I don't understand how I can want something so SO bad, and then just through it away on the pure taste of FOOD!!! I have to get this figured out. My kids and my husband deserve a happy mommie........I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY WITH MYSELF.........right?????
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73.7 kg
Lost so far: 0.3 kg.
Still to go: 3.4 kg.
Diet followed: Poorly.
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Gaining 0.4 kg a Week
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