Dear Cherbe, it's Berlin. Sorry I haven't been around. I've discovered I'm allergic to all sorts of foods and adatives...especially artificial sweetners except Splenda. They were causing mood swings and horrible irritation. I don't know what I weigh. All my clothes still fit the same so I'm assuming I haven't lost. Have been researching how the body works and I'm having further blood work done to see where my hormone balances are and a little known test I discovered for my thyroid. I'll let you know what works. I just discovered that I can't have anything with milk in it. My son brought me a peanut butter cup yesterday and the milk in the chocolate really made me relax. No more chocolate scares me. I love peanut butter cups. But it's not like I need them on a diet. Today is the 26th of October. Get back to me when you can. I think about you even when I'm not checking in. Hang in there. I am trying. Berlin