Maybe you should go ahead and get the hair cut. That way when you look in the mirror, you will feel pretty, confident, and totally worth it! Maybe that will put you into a new mind set to reach that 90lb goal. I for one, think that is totally awesome that you have lost that much!! I am sorta struggling too but seeing others that have lost that much, makes me believe that I can do it too! Good luck girl and have a great week :)