Awwww, i know how you feel. I belonged to a gym for 4 months and only went like 3 times, and that was because my trainer MADE me.
So i finally cancled my membership and invested in home exercise activities. This might be better for you, too. For me, i just feel a hell lot more comfortable exercising in my own home, and then being able to take a shower and relax afterwards. Plus, saving gas money is a plus! So, weigh the pros and cons. Good luck, luv