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02 March 2009

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18 February 2009

I have been stressing daily about my wedding and my weight. But a FS friend told me to take a deep breath in and exhale...after doing so many times (lol) I have realized they are right. My wedding is a joyous occasion and it will be no matter my size. I will aim to fit into that wedding dress of mine. But IF I can't then I will let it out. But I am all fired up (like another friend put it) and I am going to do my best to get into that dress. If not I will get some SPANKS! lol

I feel better now that I have come back to this site. Even if it is just to journal and read other peoples journals. I have come to see that I am not alone in the struggle to get the last bit off. I know I have to work hard to take it off but I am worth it.

On the wedding front. I have been able to check off a few things on the list for this month. We picked out the bridesmaids and matron of honor dresses, We booked the hotel block and I have the RSVP list and the shower and wedding gift list ready to be filled in. I have a spread sheet with all the guest info on it. I am ahead of the game. This weekend we will be checking off at least one more item. The boys tuxes and maybe the registry.

I feel calmer about the wedding and the dress and I am sure the weight will go down. Thank you for listening to the rants of a bride! I am sure there will be more rants so please bear with me!

16 February 2009

It's been far to long.

I know that people say that life gets in the way and that is why they are heavy or out of shape. I am horrible because that is my favorite excuse. I have used it these past two weeks. I was to busy to come on line and log things. I got to busy to just have me time. Well I am here to say Bull to myself and all of those who use that excuse when we just don't want to admit we have no motivation. I am worthy of spending me time and I have the time to come on line and log information but for some reason I just have not thought it worth it.

I have lost far to much to turn my back on myself. I have worked way to hard to let it slip away now. I know I am like many people out there that say that I will start over this week. I will get back on track. I am the master of falling off the wagon. I always say I will get back on but I am only hanging on to the side for dear life and I have yet to make in into the wagon again.

I know that there are many people who work better under pressure. I am one of them. I have as of today 166 days left before my wedding day. I am worried the dress will not fit. I tried it on on Friday and it was not fit for breathing in. OUCH! :( I can not keep gaining. I will not keep gaining. I am getting into that wagon right now and not even fire will make me get out! lol

I have a goal of getting to 135 by the wedding. I have planned to go weigh in at the ww meeting here by my house on my wedding day. People including my bridesmaids and matron of honor think that I am nuts. They tell me that the scale may make the day bad if I am up. I am thinking that I do not care what it says. I have been going back and forth on this and it always comes back to the fact that my 135 deadline was the wedding so why not weigh in on that day. It may calm me down. What do you think?

Hope everyones day is as good as you want it to be!


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