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22 November 2010

Ok I have been totally off the wagon. I really need to get myself back together. For two weeks after vacation, I didn't do anything. No housework, no cooking, nothing...I was feeling kinda worn down, like I was fighting something off. I don't think the time change helped at all. Then I started to feel better and I got a nasty head cold.

Now I fought that off and I feel a lot better. Starting to do things around the house more. We really need to get back into cooking dinner and counting my calories. I know I'm not doing what is right for me, but I have been so lazy (no better word for it). I really need to pull myself back together and start doing the right things.

The only good news is that the scale is staying steady. So I can pick up only a little higher than I left off and not at the beginning.

03 November 2010

01 November 2010

I haven't written in FOREVER. But now I'm back from vacation. It was Wonderful, awesome, amazing, the best vacation we have every had. We went to Cancun and it was beautiful, sunny, and hot everyday. And of course we ate and drank too much. Not to mention I fell off the wagon 2 weeks before vacation and ate out way too much. And I can see the effects in my weigh in...big time!

Sucks, but time to jump back on the wagon. We went grocery shopping yesterday and now have stuff for dinner for the next week. No excuse to eat out. I also bought some lunch stuff for work this week. So I can skip the cafeteria.

Hubby and I also decided that we will eat seperate meals some nights. He always has to eat a full meal and he wants different things than me. So since some (OK..most) nights we don't always feel like cooking, which is why we go out, we decided that he will make himself meals and freeze them for weekday dinner and I will eat whatever I feel like eating (grilled cheese, soup, cereal) since I don't always require a full meal like he does. We will still eat together, just not the same things. And that way I can eat the same meal 3 nights in a row like I am apt to do (ie sandwich) and he can eat what he wants and hopefully we can avoid the resturants. Or at least that is the experiment. We will see what happens. But basically I HAVE to stop eating out. I know that is what is making me so fat. One was not meant to eat at Applebees or fast food 3-7 times per week. Its a problem, one I am focusing on. So if cooking is the problem, we are trying to solve it. Wish us luck and moral support.
Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
95.2 kg 1.1 kg 29.4 kg Poorly
   Add Comment Gaining 0.6 kg a Week

14 October 2010

04 October 2010

I ate like CRAP on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. And I felt like crap too. Probably gained a pound or so from my unrestricted behavior. It all started from a pitch-in on Friday at work. There were just too many yummy things to choose from. So I ate them all. Then Saturday, rain all day and pure laziness allowed me to eat out for lunch and get popcorn at the movies. Not to mention drinking alcohol with my friends Saturday night. Then I managed a feat that I have not in a long time on Sunday...I ate out for breakfast, lunch, and dinner.

UGGHHHH I'm so discusted in myself! Although I'm not in the self-loathing, give up completely phase. Just the I-should-have-known-better-why-did-I-do-that attitude. I feel like I can pull myself up and dust myself off and move on. Which I guess is the most important thing. Before when I would have eaten like that, it would have put me behind mentally for months.

But I'm completely back on track today. I don't know what got into me last week. I feel soooo run down and tired everyday. It was all I could do to get through work and then I didn't want to do a damn thing once I got home. Feeling much better today. Finally have some energy (although I'm at work until 11pm). I even mad cleaned the house for about 1 1/2 hours and worked up a good sweat.

Vacation in 3 weeks!! I don't think I will get to my goal weight of 195lbs before vacation though, esp after this weekend. But I won't let it ruin anything for me, esp any of my weight loss efforts.

Hope everyone is having a great start to the week.


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