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Thank goodness tomorrow is a new day- the steroids I am taking are driving me crazy with hunger. I have uncontrollable urges to shove food inot my mouth and I am not even hungry. It just isn't fair. I have been working so hard at my diet and gaining control again, now I have to start with this freaking deal again. Steroids are the main reason I am back in this position to start with. I have to go back to the doctor on Monday, and I am going to insist that if I have to take this freaking medicine they give me diet pills....Do you think they have anything that will make me detest food? Because if I didn't like food so much it would be such a better thing. Maybe I can be hypnotized into eating 3 bites of food at at time, no more than 5 times a day. and then I can consume plain tea whenever I am really hungry. If I think food will make me sick and refuse to eat unless I had too I would have much more control. But I love food and it loves me. I really really do love food.Please give me strength to fight the urge to cram so much food into my mouth!
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1367 kcal
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Fat: 45.59g | Prot: 84.51g | Carbs: 161.01g.
Breakfast: blue berries, grapefruit juice unsweetened, apple cider vinegar, Oatmeal. Lunch: Raspberry Vinaigrette, wendy's salad. Dinner: Caesar Salad Dressing, low fat cottage cheese, grape tomatoes, romaine lettuce. Snacks/Other: french roll, salmon patty, unsweetened almond milk, vegetable broth, onion, cabbage, tomato, apple cider vinegar, grapefruit juice unsweetened. more...
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