Yo what up journal?
I'm not in a great mood tonight. A little bummed I haven't been as strict as I should be and I'm not really getting anywhere. I am the worst at sticking to anything for a period of time. Every week I come up with some new master plan or idea for something and I'm all about it for a few days and then never think about it again. Some of my most recent failures would include: I started a blog and I wanted to update it everyday , I was real excited about it for a few days and I even have a little fan base that encourages me to update it and I never do. For a couple days I wanted write my own TV show, and I was real excited about that... Now I kinda still want to but I never do for whatever reason. One time I bought an industrial sewing machine because I was going to make one of a kind tool bags and sell them and try to make money and that idea when down the toilet. I had an E-bay store for like 2 weeks where I was selling vintage t-shirts and that was fun for a little while, I kinda got bored of it and I even forgot to mail one out! Hahaha. That is just the tip of the iceberg when it comes to these crazy ideas, I don't know what is wrong with me.
Anyway I think if I wasn't part of this website my idea of getting fit would be just another one of those ideas. I hope I can make something happen for change!! Hahaha.
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