joanne4484's Journal, 23 Dec 07

still going strong.. most of the kids are gone for xmas and my family was actualoly thinking of not have a xmas dinner but that really didnt make sense to me at all. so the dinner will be held at our apt this year its only gonna be 6 of us but its all good with me. but only down fall is i have to do most of the cooking but i know that i'm all set with going back to my old ways. one day at a time.. i'm hoping that i can keep up till i reach my goal of loosing atleast 35 lbs. i'm trying to be positive i have a thang with focusing on all the negative things in my life but now that i am seeing my therapist once a week its really starting to help figure out who i really am and what i can accept from others and what i cannot. and this goes gor myself too.day 7 guys. oh and i had another question i tend to like to have a glass or two of wine i know that there's about 4 carbs of carbs but i dunno if its safe now i have been drinking occassionally while doing atkins and i wonder if it has a major affect on me..