I had the opposite problem, I used to be afraid to weigh, but I think either way we have to find a good relationship with the scale. I have to say that it comes when the weight drops off. There is no other way around it. Wether you are afraid to weigh or want to weigh yourself 5 times a day, the obsession will not go away until you do right by yourself (as you are doing) and do something about that number. Take care.