joanne4484's Journal, 19 Dec 07

hey guys.. hope everybody is doing well.. i've been keeping up had a few drinks a couple nights ago and my fiance was like i'm going to pick up some beer and i was like nooooooooooo thanks.. like i said i'm just taking one day at a time but i am starting to get worried about the holidays though.. cause my family cooks so much and all the bad stuff i end up cooking cause when they do it.. it doesnt taste right.. see i wouldnt have a problem if i didnt to make it but sitting there smelling all the good stuff when i am in charge is hard.. but i have to do it.. there's no turning around now.. i wont let this christmas and new years get to me.. nobody is gonna pressure me into straying away..i am putting my foot down shoot lol