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Ah, here I am again, back on a diet. Can I be successful like in the past? When can I finally say I am no longer on a diet and I just live my life in an absolute healthy way?
My plan is to stop the snacking, which is what has gotten me in trouble since having a baby. I am bored, stressed, anxious, etc. It causes me to eat. I am beginning to think I am an emotional eater, but I am not sure. I just think I love the taste of food.
I think about running into past flames and being thin, hot, and the best shape of my life. Not being embarrassed when I run into old friends from high school, etc.
I could stand to loose 100 lbs., but that sounds like sooooo much. Plus, I have never been 125 and (well, not since i was a kid) and I don't know if my body is even capable of that. My thinest was 143 and I thought I looked great. I was muscle and healthy then. I dated a lot, always met guys, and know I looked great. It felt GOOD.
So for now, it is back to the gym and watching my food intake. I am also thinking about trying ALLI. We shall see. I would like to try Meridia, but I don't believe insurance covers it.
Well, ta ta for now.
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