esimnons's Journal, 30 Nov 11

it s nice Wednesday morning. My first week back to work is almost over - Yippee!! Yesterday went great food wise. Work wise - not so much. I made somebody mad. Had no intention of doing so and did nothing wrong. but I feel bad about it. I had a meeting monday with 3 people to discuss my audit and get a handle on areas that might present some risk. that is what we do - figure out where the risk is and look closely at that area. Anyway, normally the financial folks are involved in the meeting but there was no phone and I did not invite them. Yesterday morning, I wrote up a synopsis of the areas where I saw some risk and sent it to the financial people. I did not include the people from the meeting because they were there and knew what was discussed. Well apparently the financila fellow got excited about something and shot an email to one of the people who was in the meeting. That person in turn got angry and then another person had to come talk to me about it. Apparently it was seen as stabbing the guy in the back. Well I explained the process and that I was not saying anything was wrong - just that I needed to look more closely at some things. Then I had to email my boss and tell her I stepped in "it" again. Of course she agreed that i did not do anything wrong and we all hope it will blow over. Sometimes you feel as if your dealing with children. This guy I pissed off is very high up in the organization but must be insecure. I have left many audits where someone had been fired before I left or right after I left so maybe there is something going on here. Who knows. Anyway, the rest of life is pretty decent. I have big plans for this weekend. My friend is coming to visit and we are going dancing. Probably see some bull riding and go to the cutting horse competition. My friend is doing great with 2 of his horses and I am hoping they both make it to the semi finals. I so love watching those animals work. I posted some videos on facebook but have no clue how to post them anywhere else. But the bottom line is - if you like animals, watching a cutting horse work is a treat. Those horses are so talented and athletic and smart and beautiful... They are simply great. The cool thing is that a cutting horse pretty much works the cow himself. The rider just hangs on. now the rider may make some subtle pressure with his legs - nothing you ca see - but mainly, it is all the horse. I guess you can tel by this i am crazy for them. My friend is selling me one or two and i hope they get to go home with me this trip My other friend gave me a saddle. I am so excited about it. This is a $2K saddle and they GAVE it to me. I ama just beside myself with happiness. I love this horse and am so ready to start taking riding lessons. My DD says I just need to get on him and ride ut i want lessons. I want to really learn how to ride and then i want to enter some cutting competitions. That would be a dream come true. And the coolest thing is - i am well on my way. I have 3 friends who are experts in the field. 2 are in the cutting horse hall of fame! I feel so blessed.....

Hope you all have a wonderful day :)

View Diet Calendar, 30 November 2011:
1592 kcal Fat: 118.41g | Prot: 106.10g | Carbs: 30.78g.   Breakfast: Cream (Half & Half), ham, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds) , mushroom, Heavy Whipping Cream, spinach, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds) , Tomatoes, Egg, bacon. Lunch: steak, blue cheese dressing, lettuce, green beans. Dinner: Pistachios, Brie Cheese, Hard Salami. Snacks/Other: hot cocoa, half and half, No Calorie Sweetener Packets. more...

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Take the lessons..at least if you want to compete...you will need to at the beginning! Sounds really lovely! And you sound really happy! :) Oh and forget the dude w/ the audit issues...he does sound insecure! 
30 Nov 11 by member: jsfantome
Doesn't he?! I am just shocked still. The lessons I hope to take are just plain riding lessons. I honestly don't know a thing about a horse. But i sure do love mine :) He is so beautiful I'd love to post a picture but have no clue how to do it. I have his picture on my phone and stare at him quite a bit :) I was a little upset this past weekend because my friends daughter dates a NASCAR driver and he came to the ranch to ride with her. They let him ride my horse because he is so gentle and the driver fellow does not know how to ride. I was not happy that someone else rode my boy. Jealous I guess and scared that he would want him. He has more money than me for sure.... Silly. I think my vacation was not good for me.... it makes me realize even more that i don't want to do what I do most hours... My job is a good one and it pays me well but I sure would like to be able to stay closer to home and piddle with my animals.... Oh well - 17 years from now I hope to retire.... Gonna soon count up the days and start the countdown.... Can't do it now because it ould be way too depressing!! 
30 Nov 11 by member: esimnons
I have a funny feeling, called intuition, that life is going to give you exactly what you dream of....in my younger days, I amateur rodeoed a bit...barrell racing...there is nothing better than having a good horse under one's body and feeling that you are as one.... One the other hand, the guy at work...he's not worth wasting a precious moment of your day over... Think positive, ask and it will be given... I am putting out good thoughts for you....:) 
30 Nov 11 by member: 2227Gwen
You know what's odd to me about this scenerio at work...is, this is common place. Dept's have audits all the time. Even individuals and their expenses or purchases, or just to justify numbers that seem off from year to year, or quarter to quarter, etc. One would think...these people would be used to it. Expect it. And be all over a willingness to comply, rather than get upset - which just makes them look like they might be trying to hide something. Weird? to me anyway! 
30 Nov 11 by member: jsfantome
Woohoo, she's back! Glad to hear your food went well while you were auditing the insecure one, (he must be used to getting over it wouldn't you think?), 17 more years to go! I am so glad you will be getting horses, take the lessons, you will never regret it! Realizing that your real love of life is not your job, but the job is a means for the love of life! Have a great day! 
30 Nov 11 by member: gg-girl
Thanks Gwen... I just love my new fellow and hope to learn to ride well. I will have to start a new category for competition though... the Old broken down novice category :) My Dear Darling keeps telling me it is going to hurtwhen I hit the ground and I am sure it will. But i don't plan to do it :) I have 2 artificial discs in my back - 1 in the lower back and 1 in my neck I am pretty sure they will not enjoy what I plan to put them through but I don't care... I fell off my Longhorn once and I did not break apart so I figure I'll be fine falling from my horse. LOL Plus. it has to be a good core workout :) maybe this will be my chance to start an exercise program :) Do you still enjoy the rodeos? 
30 Nov 11 by member: esimnons
I have missed you guys!! Paula - you hit the nail on the head... now I am looking more closely at things because it is not normal for a director to not want the Controller involved. Something strange is going on here. And really, you should never complain about an Auditor - that just makes us mean! :) And G - I have known forever that Idid not like my job... it is not what I was meant to do with my life. But i am good at it and it pays the bills. Some days are better than others too. The fact that i can sit here and think of other stuff and smile makes it all tolerable. I have good friends on my team and I can't really ask for more. But I have to confess - sometimes I do have to stop and start counting my blessings.... I have to get to about 10 before I stop growling at the world :) But it always works. ALWAYS! that is something i am really thankful for :) Especially when people are complaining about whatever I have done or said... :) 
30 Nov 11 by member: esimnons
Me thinks he doesth protest to much! 
30 Nov 11 by member: jsfantome
That is so exciting. It is always so wonderful when we get to fulfill dreams. Go get 'em cowgirl!!! 
30 Nov 11 by member: Johanne

     
 

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