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It's time for me to acknowledge that my husband is an obstacle to my fasting. He himself has admitted that he does not agree with fasting. I've taken it upon myself to cook on my eating days. And I try to cook tasty food that are in line with my health goals. I don't cook on non eating days. I'm not sure if this is a pattern that is emerging but on my last couple of fasting days instead of making himself something to eat, he has ordered takeaways. I don't make it a secret that I'm fasting. Anyway, how much will power is expected of me when I have not eaten all day. I am responsible for my own choices and to a large extent my health. I need to find a way to prioritize myself and remove myself from the temptation. I might have to take a bath or a drive to not be around the food and smells. Two things I know for sure is that I am not going to quit and I will be healthy.
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