AuntieJan's Journal, 25 Apr 11

Busy week already, have a lot to do before I leave for my friend's house next weekend. I'm doing good on food plan and exercise even though a couple times this past week I have found myself ravenously hungry around 3:30. So that means guess what... I forgot to eat my snack! Duh. Also a couple times I really, really wanted a cold beer right after cutting the grass, etc., but I resisted... I just don't want those empty calories right now. I am waiting for Memorial Day cookout, even though I might allow a couple next week when I'm relaxing by the pool. We'll see, gotta weigh that one carefully.

Not only was alcohol, usually beer, once an unhealthy coping mechanism for me, it was also a habit that was fully integrated into my every day existance. It was like putting on my shoes every morning, a normal part of my routine. I began cutting back a couple years ago but it still was something that I did almost every single day... anytime after 4 or 5 you could be sure they're be a cold one in my grasp. So about the time I started my LTP for eating right and upping the exercise, I made the decision to abstain completely except for very special occasions such as my birthday, etc. I am surpised by how much I don't miss it... well most of the time, anyway. There are moments.

Of course alcohol is probably the worst thing someone with clinical depression could partake of, it is a depressant and too much of it would make me moody and sad and wanting to just be left alone, already. God forbid anyone ever suggest that I might consider skipping the daily imbibement, nope not me. And most of the time it was really crappy stuff to boot.

So, my new modus operandi is "life is too short to drink shitty beer", and "better few and far between than my waistline never to be seen"... LOL! Ah, sometimes I crack my own self up.

Which is good. It is good to laugh, and laugh knowing it's not because I've had too many beers, when everything is funny and surely I am the world's greatest philosopher, right?

I like what Emerson had to say about it: "....to have played and laughed with enthusiasm and sung with exultation; to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived - this is to have succeeded."

Boy howdy do I want to succeed!!!

Peace... out....

View Diet Calendar, 25 April 2011:
1535 kcal Fat: 33.25g | Prot: 71.34g | Carbs: 250.49g.   Breakfast: Chobani Nonfat Vanilla Yogurt, green grapes, pineapple, Skim Milk, coffee, crunchy granola bar oat. Lunch: Publix Wheat Crackers, Publix Caramel Rice Snacks, Diced Peaches in Cups, cottage cheese 1%. Dinner: Smart Balance Spread, Yellow Sweet Corn, Grilled Shrimp, healthy colors , Uncle Ben's Brown Rice. Snacks/Other: Weight Watchers Ice Cream Bars - Giant Chocolate Fudge, peanut butter, Low Fat Honey Graham Crackers. more...
4108 kcal Exercise: Painting - 2 hours, Walking (exercise) - 5.5/kph - 25 minutes, Resting - 11 hours and 45 minutes, Stretching (yoga) - 15 minutes, Housework - 1 hour, Weight Training (moderate) - 30 minutes, Running (jogging) - 8/kph - 5 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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I am proud of the way you have thrown yourself wholeheartedly into your LTP for healthy living. I have always loved Emerson's take on success, but have doubted my ability to make any life breathe easier because of me. You have shown me that I can be that person. Perhaps if I just got my head out of my (your choice of word) I will be. Well, here's to you and your ever decreasing visible waistline! May you never imbibe "s----y" beer again!  
25 Apr 11 by member: mysterious shrinking lady
I'm with you - calories are far to precious to waste on crappy food or drink. One thing I have found (also having been a daily drinker at points in my life) - it seems to heighten the mood you feel, so if you are down, boy does it drag you down further - just now worth it. You are doing such a fantastic job - stay strong!! 
26 Apr 11 by member: triaby

     
 

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