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ive been journaling a lot about my wonderful hubby lately and not painting him in the best of light. in fact he comes across as a douche. It's hard to be honest about my feelings without making him look bad. the fact of the matter is that my husband loves me more than anyone in this world ever has. I hate that my raw emotions are making him out to be an unsupportive villain. I know if he ever read these journal entries he would be deeply hurt because he is doing the best he can to support me. one thing we both agree on is that we do not agree on my approach to weight loss.he is against fasting and low carb but he is supportive of me doing what I need to. we agreed that I can keep on this path as long as I feel so ok and not sick in anyway. my dude has every right to prefer one way towards weight loss.i honestly dont think there's one right way for everyone. theres a right way for you and for me it's low carb and fasting. this makes hubby nervous and concerned over me and my health. whereas I feel that he needs to get on board and o think that the difference of opinions makes it seem that he does not care about me. I love my man with all my heart and he loves me too. we are just in disagreement about how I should approach my weight loss and manage my blood sugar levels. love and marriage are not always black and white. someone can love you and support you even if they disagree with you and they have to deal with that challenge as well. I can't always put myself in my husband's shoes but i thought I should balance my recent complaints with a short entry of his perspective. nobody cares more about my health and happiness than him.i am grateful for this man. he is the highest blessing I will ever get I this life.
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