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I feel alone in my journey to be healthy. when I talk to hubby about my concerns and struggles I get a blank stare from him which makes me feel like I'm just talking to a wall. this week we went out for dinner at my request. since then he has bought 2 takeaways. theres so much food in the house that temp me. I feel that if I'm going to win this battle with diabetes I'm going to do it alone and through the most challenging way as I have to navigate his bad good choices. how do you eat a salad with someone is eating junk food in front of you. trying to be healthy by yourself in a relationship is really hard and lonely. but I have to go it. I can't give up. I can't take the easy road. I suppose this online community will be my support and partner on this journey. I have to take care of myself and my health and I cannot negotiate my health with anyone not even my husband.
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