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Today was a tough day. I didn't finish my exam in time which means I have to repeat that module and have now delayed my graduation by a whole year. My husband made me go to the doctor but I didn't want to and it turns out that I was right because I have been officially diagnosed with diabetes, something I was planning to manage with diet. To make matters worse he doesn't believe in low carb diets and intermittent fasting and makes me feel bad for wanting to follow that plan. He has pretty good blood sugar levels and insists that his way of losing weight and getting healthy is the only way. it's really hard for me to not have the support I need. I try to educate him but he refuses to learn anything new. he's stuck on old ways of thinking. I try to negotiate with him but he refuses to budge. I feel alone and unsupported and completely defeated because I feel that if I don't do it his way he will emotionally manipulate me with his disapproval and disappointment.😢 is he sabotaging me and standing in my way because he doesn't want me to change for the better?
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