mrstiffanykuhlmann's Journal, 09 Mar 14

I have been keeping a food journal everyday for the past three days. Starting off, I just recorded what I ate and how many calories I consumed. I felt overwhelmed with how much calories a day I have taken in( still overwhelmed). Since I have noticed this, I have tried desperately to cut the numbers down. I feel completely empty inside because I have cut back somewhat, but I gave in to my temptations lately.
This morning I woke up in a bad mood and didn't want to even try to make breakfast for my family. So guess what? I took myself and my three kids to McDonald's.
I instantly felt ashamed of myself. Not only did I feel ashamed of myself for eating there, but also I feel that way because I let my kids eat that junk too. Not a very good example for my kids... I want all this weight to be off me, but in reality, it isn't easy.
I don't know what to do....

View Diet Calendar, 09 March 2014:
3466 kcal Fat: 170.28g | Prot: 121.50g | Carbs: 343.88g.   Breakfast: McDonald's Sprite (Small), McDonald's Hash Brown, McDonald's Sausage McGriddles. Dinner: Mustard, Great Value Hot Dog Buns, Wolf Brand Chili No Beans, Bar-S Foods Hot Smoked Sausage made with Chicken, Beef and Pork. Snacks/Other: Sutter Home Chardonnay, Milk (2% Lowfat Without Added Vitamin A and Nonfat Solids), Kirkland Signature Peanut Butter Filled Pretzels, Brownies (Commercial), Brownies (Commercial). more...
3268 kcal Exercise: Exercise machine (moderate) - 30 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 30 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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Wow! I am overwhelmed with all the encouragement! Thank you all tons! Usually, I actually do pretty good for my kids. They usually do eat oatmeal, yogurt, fruits, and such. Sometimes I even look at them and think, Why am I not eating that? Why don't I just eat the same thing I gave them to eat? Why am I the picky one? I normally don't get breakfast at McDonald's and I hardly ever let my kids eat there at all. I'm telling you though, when you feel bad, it can drag you down. Rather it be depression, stress, anxiety, or just feeling lazy a little, can really damage you quick and fast. I'm a prime example. What's amazing is, I have a 6 month old baby now. When I first found out I was pregnant last year, I knew I had to be on a diet and exercise for the baby's sake. I never questioned eating healthy or going to the gym. In fact, I went almost every day up until I was 8 months pregnant. I knew that my baby's well being depended on my state of health. Now that he is here, I don't know why I feel like I can't get back on track.  
10 Mar 14 by member: mrstiffanykuhlmann
Tiffany, I used to find myself standing with the refrigerator door open looking inside and wonder "How the heck did I get here!" It was just a habit. Eventually I'd find myself there and think to myself, "Okay. Do you have enough good stuff thawed that you won't be making a horrible choice when the time comes to eat?" That one change made a big difference to me. You're doing exactly the right thing right now. You're sorting it all out in your head. - Melon: Keeping FS open is such a good idea. Nothing like a constant reminder. 
10 Mar 14 by member: northernmusician
Just read your profile. Three kids under the age of four? How do you find time for anything. Wow. Can you log your food please. No hiding. We're here to help and support you. Logging your food mostly gives you feedback on what you are doing.  
10 Mar 14 by member: northernmusician
Tiffany, I find that cutting out the really bad carbs help me to lose weight and not worry about counting calories becuase if you are filling yourself with veggies, lean meats, water, you will be full and satisfied. 
10 Mar 14 by member: swfit11
I've been logging everyday...I just didn't last night because I wasn't home. Sisters birthday yesterday. But I am about too. :) 
11 Mar 14 by member: mrstiffanykuhlmann

     
 

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