I have been beginning each day great...but then falling apart each day. Not eating enough food, and eating the wrong things when I do. I'm still looking for work and it is becomming a bit scary to not have an income. I am on the computer several hours a day. Can't believe nothing is out there. By the time I get off the computer, I haven't been coming to FS to journal our keep up with my commitments. I need to get myself in gear, motivate and do better. Re-commit, re-commit, re-commit. That is what it's all about for me right now. I just need not lose faith and give up entirely. Sigh. It's another day. Sammy and I will start out again this morning.
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