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Well my first journal entry...I'm really hoping this site will stick, I've been on lots of other ones and I just get bored, but I'm finally sick of just being jealous of people cuz if I reeeeeally wanted to be a skinny hotty...I could be, so time to suck it up and do something about it. Even a boob on a movie or somethin just ircks me, lol which is pathetic, but it does. My guy tells me not to worry its just on tv it doesn't matter, BUT I usually snip back that porn is also just on tv and that seems to get him off so whats the difference with it on a movie :) stupid I know but its just personal stuff that I need to work on. I used to be fine with that stuff, but somewhere in the last couple years I got really unhappy with myself...which is odd because I'm 20 lbs lighter than I was at my heaviest, and I was way more confident back then, I think its because I got obsessive about it where as before I didn't even own a scale, but thats fine! I'm on here to figure out how to be happy with myself, and hopefully get back to the point of not being obsessed about weight all the time :)
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