Reina Estrella's Journal, 18 Oct 07

Oh friends, I need some encouragement today. I am absolutely broken over my choices I made last Sunday. Day 4 clean and sober...but my body's having a rough time catching up...my heart too it seems. I am so ashamed. But at least I have more motivation to really change for good...count it all joy...that's what I've been told. I'm clean and doing all I should do today. I took my Sociology midterm and it was almost too easy! You'd think that would lift my spirits but yet it only left me feeling a little more empty...I want to go somewhere, but, I have no idea where. I want to do something, but, there's nothing to do...so I'm going to sit here and get ahead on some homework...hope everyone's doing alright out there today! you guys are all in my prayers...say a prayer for me too today...I need all the prayer I can get!

HUGZ

Kiki

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Stay strong! Take it one day at a time. You are in my prayers. 
18 Oct 07 by member: sararay
You are amazingly mature for 20 years old--I have huge respect for you! Keep on keeping on...You have the prayers coming your way. 
18 Oct 07 by member: Motivated
You are so precious, you are in everyone's prayers. Just stay focused and you will be OK!!!! dharper 1 
18 Oct 07 by member: dharper1
Thanks guys...I'm feeling better already...a hard life will mature a 20yr old quick...but it's been worth it. Everything I've ever been through has made me what I am...and who I'm becoming is so beautiful I never would've imagined it for myself...God is good all the time...He's been so good to me...I can only hope to be blessed even more in my life 
18 Oct 07 by member: Reina Estrella
You're gonna do it Kiki... I will say a prayer for you hon... I don't think there is anything wrong with you for wanting something to do or somewhere to go, I think it's all just a part of life girl. You will be fine in everything you do. Stay focused & keep your eye on your goal(s). 
19 Oct 07 by member: lorik
Hi, I sometimes feel that same void, but I fill it through reading my bible and volunteering. It feels good to help others and it keeps me busy. Since you aked for prayer I want to know if you go to church becuase it would be a great place to volunteer. I work in the children's ministry at my church and those children appreciate you for who you are and give unconditional love. You do not have to work with children find something that works for you. Volunteering can take as little as one hour of your time. Stay strong! 
19 Oct 07 by member: kimmyj1006

     
 

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