underscore's Journal, 21 Jun 10

i've heard of closet bingers or closet eaters(of which i am both) but now im realizing that i am also a closet exerciser. i've NEVER heard of such a thing! i hate to exercise in front of people. ive been thinking about buying a bike and the only thing thats stopping me is the thought of people seeing me. not bc i think id look ridiculous but bc they will know that im exercising. it just sends me into such an axious state of mind. i cant even stand someone saying "going to the gym?" or "going to exercise?" as i walk out the door. I HAVE ISSUES! lol. i laugh but its really not funny bc i know its affecting me and my weight loss tremendously. again, its not bc im afraid of what ppl will think if they see me exercise. i just don't like that people KNOW that im exercising. ugh.

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Um even when I was a tiny built person whenever I seen a bigger person working out or riding a bike I felt proud of them for being one that is willing to make a difference in their lives. My friend for example is bigger and has been saying for two years she is going to do something and never does. What weight she lost one summer she gained all back and then some over the next year. She isn't happy with her weight but is also not doing anything about it so... Don't worry about what everyone else will think but of how it will make you feel inside and out!!! On top of that look how far you have already come, you're doing Wonderful! 
22 Jun 10 by member: iamachristianjesusfreak

     
 

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