Jill-gill's Journal, 14 Jun 10

Went swimming today. Back better but still a bit fragile! I am laying off the jogging this week - but am going to walk instead.
I am impatient to lose another 5 lbs - I so want to be in the 11's. I feel when I get there I 'll be so happy!
I feel like I have been at this point many times. 173 - thats what I was when I got married and its where I got to last time 3 years ago. I feel like I haven't actually got anywhere until I get past that. I know that sounds mad - I should revel in how far I've come not where I haven't been yet and believe me I do , but its amazing how quickly you get used to your new self and start to want more! I am just having a bit of a 'blah' day today, kinda feel a bit negative about life. Do you ever get those days. When you know you have everything to live for , lost loads of weight yet still feel despondent. PMT maybe?

View Diet Calendar, 14 June 2010:
1922 kcal Fat: 141.10g | Prot: 144.87g | Carbs: 16.84g.   Breakfast: bacon, red onion, sweetener, coffee decaf, Olive Oil, eggs, whipping cream, cheese. Lunch: hellmans real mayoniese, chicken . Dinner: red onion, spinach, hellmans real mayoniese, cucumber, BUTTER, salmon. Snacks/Other: whipping cream, - Whey protein -Chocolate flavour., sliced cheese singles, Sainsburys British 100% Beefburgers. more...

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Yes, I feel like that too sometimes. Even when I had lost all my weight and was in a size 4/6, I was still not happy all the time. You never feel really thin. Its like you always have that fat person thinking. Then you see yourself in a picture and say "thats what I looked like and I thought I was fat?! I think when you get close to your goal weight you become impatient. I know I am :) You should be very proud of yourself. You look great! and you have def come soooooo far 
14 Jun 10 by member: insaneone25

     
 

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